Red Playdoh Heart In My Backpack!

This is to you who was lost to me long ago.

Hey there! It has been quite some time hasn't it? I'm doing good actually, I know you wouldn't believe me, but that is OK. I hope you are doing good yourself. I know you will most certainly never read this, but as I was rummaging through that old backpack of mine throwing away stuff, found something you gave me. It just so happens one of our numerous songs we had played as I found it, coincidence of course. This was another promise I kept I guess? A little red playdoh heart you told me to never lose or break. It is still in one piece and safe. I used to think of you often, but lately it is only by coincidence like that that you ever cross my mind. I wasn't sure the day I'd stop thinking about us would come, but it did. We had a good run to, but it had to end, it was absolutely for the best. I won't go into detail of why, since we both knew why. It wasn't a bad thing we had. So many good memories and experiences that made us both grow and mature. I don't regret us, or our breaking up. My aunts tell e that you still visit them. Is that weird at all to see the family of the man you once dated? I don't know what I'd say to your family if I still saw them regularly haha. Though I do miss visiting your family and playing with you little brother and sister. They were always happy to see me and such characters. I never wanted kids before I dated you though, but maybe one day I will. I have a nephew now. He is my only full brothers son, and he is an amazing kid! I love him like I do my older brother, the only member of my family I regularly get along with. Any ways, stay safe and beautiful I know my friends would argue that). And as always, I wish you only the best.

Sincerely,
Tim

(P.S. I think I'll hold onto that heart still, just so I can say I was the one who never broke our promises.)